i'm selfish, insecure, shy, and unstoppable so don't fuck with me. i'll be the last to point out your flaws and the first to be your pal. i sit in the back and don't talk because that's just how it goes. it's hard for me to make friends for reasons i've yet to understand and i'm rather hard to hold on to, so if you plan on keeping me around be interesting. i try to stay positive, but i over analyze everything. i give my trust out easily, so don't feel lucky, and when that trust is gone don't come back and say you're sorry. i know how it feels to be left alone, to be ignored, to be let down, but that's where i'm at fault for my poor judge of character. i want what i can't have and have what i don't want. i fall for all the wrong people and search in all the wrong places, but i'm growing tired of looking. i suppose this point in my life is where i change for the better or worse. i've got one chance to get things where i want them to be. i'm not perfect. i'll admit, i'm afraid,
but my life is still great,
and i'm still happy.